Going through losing a best friend is a weird thing. I haven't freaked out or hurt anyone, just a lot of thinking has taken place. I know exactly what I did what happened and why it happened. But I just can't get myself out of this mood. I still am wondering how this is going to be losing someone who for the past 3 years has had a major impact on my life. Just everyday things, like walking to classes, to the buses, hanging out in the morning and after school, are going to be completely different.
I'm still trying to imagine my life without this person, and I really can't so I guess this is going to be an interesting journey for me to go through. Everything seems to remind me of this person.
Another odd thing was when I woke up this morning, awake but still oblivious, and for a few minutes i forgot what occurred the night before. But when it hit me I got chills down my back, and I felt like every light in my brain turned off down a hall, like at a factory.
I was contemplating what do to with the current situation I was in before this past night. And I almost predicted it, but I didn't want it to end that way. Unfortuneately it did.
Well I let Jessie style my hair and it came out really cool, I like it and I'm excited to try something new. I have a Sunday full of things to ponder and change.
-steven
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Good luck, Steven.
You can do it..
And I rather like your new hair.
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