My body...

Won't stop shivering, I have two jackets and three shirts on. but I still have goosebumps, I don't think I'm cold at this point. I had no clue that this would effect me physically as much as it does mentally.

I keep getting chills and convulshion like things. I'm starting get scared, I need to stop listening to this song. And I should really get some sleep I was awkae until teo o'clock yesterday, doing a project and after that I couldn't fall asleep. I keep forgeting that it happened and I expect my life to be fine, when I wake up I'm almost in a state of ignorant bliss, until it hits me all over again. I'm not sure when/if these shakes are going to leave but if they get any worse I might just stay home tomorrow.

Well, I went through this day without freaking out, I was quite irritable with certain people, and there was a few who really helped me through the day. I'm not sure if I'm overdoing this or making it sound worse than it is, but I think I need to go lay down, I keep getting lightheaded.

I'll (hopefully) see all of you tomorrow.


-stevn