Wow....

Haven't posted a blog let alone been on here in what seems like months.

Well, I have a little bit of a subject before I got to bed so here we go. We've all heard the whole "You learn from your mistakes" thing. But some people over do their learning. Such as my older brother not passing high school. My step father is constatly on my case about my grades, my attitude, the way I'm always with friends.

Okay off this subject I'm in rant mode now. Okay, Tony (my stepfather) seems to hate me. He's constatly compalianing and pissing off me my brothers and most importantly my Mother. He's just not understanding or even thankful that he has us. Even worse is how he tereats my older brother, Billy. Alright so we recently put a smaller couch in the living room, me and billy are sitting on it and Tony, comes tumbling down shouting "MOVE, MOVE!" I imediately jump up, as not to be crushed by this behimoth, and billy moves all the way down the couch and squishes himself into the corner, and after Tony settles down, he shouts "Why the fuck didn't you move?!?!" Billy very timidly said "I did." And basically Tony flipped his shit and ended up shouting for a good thrity minutes.

I've been growing my hair out for years on end now, and don't get me wrong liked how it made me individual. Bu contrary to some people's beliefs I CUT IT BE CAUSE I WANTED TO. Yes that's right I was bored of having it that long, and I've been trapped by it for so long. I just needed to break the curse of my insanely long hair. I'm sorry if some will miss it because I'm sure there were be a time when I miss it, but I needed to change something about myself.

I've become smart and realized I was in a downward spiral. And I'm glad to have my friends support me out of this, I now can finally get myself going and into something more healthy.