Hello, once again.

Alright I'll be straight and say I'm pretty depressed and so this blog may be a little darker than usual, don't mind it.

Okay well I guess I kind of started this blog at an ideal time in my life, But it seems as this last month has not only felt like a dream, but has just collapsed right in front of me. It seems as if it was too great to be true, but this last week or so has been, well..... not good, and the end of the tunnel just crushed me. So basically I haven't really left my room except for necessities, such as school, food etc. But I can't seem to be really happy, my friends have been cheering me up and I've had temporary enjoyable moments(t.e.m.) but not real honest happyness. Anyways...yeah, I guess I'm feeling a bit better , but I guess its gonna be awhile. This past month has seemed to go by so fast, yet so much was packed into it. There was so many different fun good times I had in such a sort period. But I'll get better eventually.......I guess.

Goodnight, sleepwell.



-steven