I've been thinking about starting a blog for some time now, and something very simple brought me to start this tonight. I had a reality check one of those moments when you rip yourself away for everything and just think. I'm this insinificant little being on this planet in a huge solar system. I managed to pull myself out of this false environment people create. What caused this reality check was a simple word, scratch that, a name, will. He was one of my stepfathers employs when he first started. I don't know why his named cause my brain to twitch but it did and i was suddenly reminded of the history we had with him. He wasen't an awful guy but he managed to get tony (my stepdad) quite upset and I happened to overhear him talking about him on the phone this evening. I relize this is not topic worth discusing but I just felt I should... In my mind, I'm now wondering if anyone else has these temporary moments... of comeplete terror.
-Steven
About Me
- scubasteve
- I'm Steven Natoli, I'm a hard to forget person or so I've been told. I drum, hang out with my friends, and I'm extremely talkative.
1 comment:
Well, I for one do- and have experienced them since I was at the most five years old. It usually happens at night with me- that is when I am loneliest because I love the nighttime- anyway- I sit there and feel as if I will forever be lonely because life is so surreal, if it exists at all, and I feel like I am the first and only to realize it..
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